Friday, June 20, 2008
I know you'd read this, maybe not today.But,eventually.
My reply to your email probably hurt to read a second time; typing that email did do more damage to me than it would ever do to you.
You didn't know how it affected me, beacause you probably could'nt care less.
You gave up on us first.
I sort of knew you would; too much pride to swallow to make a first move and all so much easier to say goodbye and leave what we had behind.
Looks like you've found yourself a replacement.
☺
"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
[Chorus]
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
[Chorus x2]
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
My reply to your email probably hurt to read a second time; typing that email did do more damage to me than it would ever do to you.
You didn't know how it affected me, beacause you probably could'nt care less.
You gave up on us first.
I sort of knew you would; too much pride to swallow to make a first move and all so much easier to say goodbye and leave what we had behind.
Looks like you've found yourself a replacement.
☺
"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
[Chorus]
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
[Chorus x2]
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
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what we could have been, 12:09 AM.
