Friday, June 20, 2008
I know you'd read this, maybe not today.But,eventually.
My reply to your email probably hurt to read a second time; typing that email did do more damage to me than it would ever do to you.
You didn't know how it affected me, beacause you probably could'nt care less.
You gave up on us first.
I sort of knew you would; too much pride to swallow to make a first move and all so much easier to say goodbye and leave what we had behind.
Looks like you've found yourself a replacement.
☺
"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
[Chorus]
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
[Chorus x2]
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
My reply to your email probably hurt to read a second time; typing that email did do more damage to me than it would ever do to you.
You didn't know how it affected me, beacause you probably could'nt care less.
You gave up on us first.
I sort of knew you would; too much pride to swallow to make a first move and all so much easier to say goodbye and leave what we had behind.
Looks like you've found yourself a replacement.
☺
"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
[Chorus]
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
[Chorus x2]
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
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what we could have been, 12:09 AM.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
ahnee,太阳饼姐姐,elaine,gi siang, smelly ah lian.
my rebonded hair makes my face look like 太阳饼):
comparatively near a size of a frisbee, omg.
this is very demoralizing, makes me question the point of being alive,
not.im too happy to die right now.
anyhoo!
this week's has gone on to a good start,
a good two days of the week;
monday's been (:
tuesday's been fun; welcome ah huay, gi siang&elaine to work.
my gp is finally done.
there's probably nothing left on my mind now to do;
just wanna be able to adjust my working schedule with auntie winnie than I'm sure everything would be all good!
tempted to get a new phone; instead of a camera.
something like the samsung soul would be good!
haha(:
♥
You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.
what we could have been, 9:10 AM.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
just cause.
what we could have been, 11:40 AM.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
"unconditional love does not equal to unconditional approval."- christopher yuan
Define not&ready:
not
adverb.
In no way; to no degree. Used to express negation, denial, refusal, or prohibition:
eg: I will not go, You may not have any.
read·y
ˈrɛdi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[red-ee] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation adjective, read·i·er, read·i·est, verb, read·ied, read·y·ing, noun, interjection
–adjective
1.
completely prepared or in fit condition for immediate action or use: troops ready for battle; Dinner is ready.
2.
duly equipped, completed, adjusted, or arranged, as for an occasion or purpose: The mechanic called to say that the car is ready.
3.
willing: ready to forgive.
4.
prompt or quick in perceiving, comprehending, speaking, writing, etc.
5.
proceeding from or showing such quickness: a ready reply.
6.
prompt or quick in action, performance, manifestation, etc.: a keen mind and ready wit.
7.
inclined; disposed; apt: too ready to criticize others.
8.
in such a condition as to be imminent; likely at any moment: a tree ready to fall.
9.
immediately available for use: a ready source of cash.
10.
pertaining to prompt payment.
11.
present or convenient: to lie ready to one's hand. –verb (used with object)
12.
to make ready; prepare. –noun
13.
the state or condition of being ready.
14.
Informal. ready money; cash. –interjection
15.
(used in calling the start of a race to indicate that racers should be prepared to start): Ready! Set! Go! —Idioms
16.
at the ready, in a condition of readiness, available for immediate use: shoppers with their umbrellas at the ready; soldiers keeping their weapons at the ready.
17.
get ready! (in calling the start of a race) be prepared to start: Get ready! Get set! Go!
18.
make ready,
a.
to bring to a state of readiness or completion; prepare.
b.
Printing. to ready a press for printing.
19.
ready up, British and Australian Slang. to swindle.
[Origin: 1150–1200; ME redy, early ME rædig, equiv. to OE rǣde prompt + -ig -y1]
—Synonyms 1. fit, set. 3. agreeable, glad, happy. 4. alert, acute, sharp, keen, adroit, facile, clever, skillful, nimble, adaptable.
—Antonyms 1. unfit. 3. unwilling.
—Usage note See already.
Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1)Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006.
Define not ready:
In no way; To no degree + completely prepared or in fit condition for immediate action or use.
yeah, okay.
so this is what not ready is suppose to mean?
Define not&ready:
not
adverb.
In no way; to no degree. Used to express negation, denial, refusal, or prohibition:
eg: I will not go, You may not have any.
read·y
ˈrɛdi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[red-ee] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation adjective, read·i·er, read·i·est, verb, read·ied, read·y·ing, noun, interjection
–adjective
1.
completely prepared or in fit condition for immediate action or use: troops ready for battle; Dinner is ready.
2.
duly equipped, completed, adjusted, or arranged, as for an occasion or purpose: The mechanic called to say that the car is ready.
3.
willing: ready to forgive.
4.
prompt or quick in perceiving, comprehending, speaking, writing, etc.
5.
proceeding from or showing such quickness: a ready reply.
6.
prompt or quick in action, performance, manifestation, etc.: a keen mind and ready wit.
7.
inclined; disposed; apt: too ready to criticize others.
8.
in such a condition as to be imminent; likely at any moment: a tree ready to fall.
9.
immediately available for use: a ready source of cash.
10.
pertaining to prompt payment.
11.
present or convenient: to lie ready to one's hand. –verb (used with object)
12.
to make ready; prepare. –noun
13.
the state or condition of being ready.
14.
Informal. ready money; cash. –interjection
15.
(used in calling the start of a race to indicate that racers should be prepared to start): Ready! Set! Go! —Idioms
16.
at the ready, in a condition of readiness, available for immediate use: shoppers with their umbrellas at the ready; soldiers keeping their weapons at the ready.
17.
get ready! (in calling the start of a race) be prepared to start: Get ready! Get set! Go!
18.
make ready,
a.
to bring to a state of readiness or completion; prepare.
b.
Printing. to ready a press for printing.
19.
ready up, British and Australian Slang. to swindle.
[Origin: 1150–1200; ME redy, early ME rædig, equiv. to OE rǣde prompt + -ig -y1]
—Synonyms 1. fit, set. 3. agreeable, glad, happy. 4. alert, acute, sharp, keen, adroit, facile, clever, skillful, nimble, adaptable.
—Antonyms 1. unfit. 3. unwilling.
—Usage note See already.
Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1)Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006.
Define not ready:
In no way; To no degree + completely prepared or in fit condition for immediate action or use.
yeah, okay.
so this is what not ready is suppose to mean?
what we could have been, 10:28 PM.
