my bear player is very cute, i wonder if he got cramps for bobbing his head this much.
mood's a lot better today;
girlfriends are still the best friends anyone can have.sort out my thoughts today, being happy is still the most important, and seeing my friends smile makes me happy, whether we would be as close as we were before in the near future i really don't know... but right now, i just want them to know,
whatever will be, will be &from the bottom of my heart i hope they would find happiness and joy.
the simplest pleasures of life makes me happy;
like a baby girl, a daisy, a wad of cash, a hug, fresh sheets with a hint of sunshine, listening to my flashfetish's play list.HURHUR.
being alone is just something you have to get use to; once you're in the momentum it's not that difficult(:
been thinking about my dream home; after watching the 9pm drama series on channel 8 on one episode.
my dream home kinda already looks alot like my room.haha.just that i've been too lazy to decorate my red wall; been wanting to paint the life size shadow of a ballerina but haven't gotten round it yet.soon soon.then i'll post it up.
anyways, my dream home doesn't have to be very big.but it must have a balcony.

in that balcony i would put up a white swing and i would place a round coffee table,
on my swing i would have throw overs and cushions where the cushion covers are sewn by me,
and on that coffee table would be a glass vase with pink, yellow, red or white daisies depending on my mood that day.i would have my novels and a warm cup of tea.my dogs would be snuggling next to my feet, quiet as a mouse.
my bedroom would have a day bed, and every morning i would wake up with sunshine shining on my face, and with warm winds.
after i get off my bed i would go to my kitchen and see the one i love cooking me scramble eggs and bacon and i would give him a hug and a peck on his check with my smelly breathe.what a pretty sight(:
what we could have been, 3:00 PM.