Friday, May 30, 2008
I miss blogging so much!
I have a life you would kill for!(X
hawhaw, as if.it's a bathesleepwakeupgetbusygotoworkfinishworkandcomehome
then the same routine the next day, if im lucky enough, I wouldn't have to work 2 days in a row.
I don't have time for anything else; sigh.
spent my off day, thursday, and went shopping with muni but didn't even get anything.so much for gss.great my ass.probably because zara isn't on sale yet!and my dress which i wanted to get from pull&bear is sold out): this sucks.
Already have my June schedule.which is quite packed, doing opening shift like thrice!yay after I familiarize myself with it I shall request more morning shifts, to avoid quarrels with mama.since I will be doing my degree this coming October no point looking for another job, plus the trip would take up a week, Ikea cafe is more flexible for shifting, really hope mama can see that.Its really hard to talk to her, when she doesn't listen and keeps shouting at me, and I don't want to argue because it will just make things worse.hope by showing I care for the family will make her not so mad at me all the time, everything will be better once carmelita comes...
Nat Ho came to buy hotdogs today!His SO FRIKKIN CUTE SHIT!
working this weekend.sigh
63 days.
I have a life you would kill for!(X
hawhaw, as if.it's a bathesleepwakeupgetbusygotoworkfinishworkandcomehome
then the same routine the next day, if im lucky enough, I wouldn't have to work 2 days in a row.
I don't have time for anything else; sigh.
spent my off day, thursday, and went shopping with muni but didn't even get anything.so much for gss.great my ass.probably because zara isn't on sale yet!and my dress which i wanted to get from pull&bear is sold out): this sucks.
Already have my June schedule.which is quite packed, doing opening shift like thrice!yay after I familiarize myself with it I shall request more morning shifts, to avoid quarrels with mama.since I will be doing my degree this coming October no point looking for another job, plus the trip would take up a week, Ikea cafe is more flexible for shifting, really hope mama can see that.Its really hard to talk to her, when she doesn't listen and keeps shouting at me, and I don't want to argue because it will just make things worse.hope by showing I care for the family will make her not so mad at me all the time, everything will be better once carmelita comes...
Nat Ho came to buy hotdogs today!His SO FRIKKIN CUTE SHIT!
working this weekend.sigh
63 days.
what we could have been, 9:19 AM.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i want to eat popeye's chicken and biscuits's coleslaw!
what we could have been, 8:06 AM.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
short meet up with stefanie, the tai taiwan mei mei today.
we went to watch what happens in vegas which I kind of didn't want to at first,
but I really enjoyed it!It's been a long time since I've watch a comedy/romance movie(:
made me laugh a lot and smiled alot.
ashton kutcher is like how CUTE.
there's a part of the show, where joy(cameron diaz)&jack(ashton kutcher) had a moment.
it reminded me the moment, which i sworn happened.
and it made me miss him alot.
oh well(:
memories for old times sake.
what we could have been, 11:29 PM.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
I'm kinda hooked on typing in the largest font size on blogger, it just looks nice.somehow.
I feel so much better after I tell the people I love what I needed them to know before it's all too late.Keeping it inside is driving me insane, i just had to release it.
No, they don't understand now, but they would... soon enough.
right now, for me, life is but a fascimile of a sham.
the inside isn't right with the outside and the outside isn't reflecting my inside.
oh well, whatever.
There's so many shows I want to catch!
like;
what happens in Vegas watching it with stefanie tomorrow!(:
accuracy of death
drillbit taylor
sex and the city: the movie
the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian
get smart
you don't mess with the zohan
10 promises to my dog
and like duh of course, harry potter and the half-blood prince!
I NEED MONEY!
seriously starting to save up for my taipei trip, even thinking of opening a savings account with dbs to help me save the amount of money I need from now to august I still have 3 months which isn't very far away!plus the 300 dollars mama gave me, would be roughly enough for my air tickets.I may just work everyday if I have to.
feel like I've grown up quite a bit this year.
this trip will be my first trip alone, im really excited.
yet scared at the same time.
im sure I will have fun though!
anyone interested in going on this trip along with me, please tag(:
I feel so much better after I tell the people I love what I needed them to know before it's all too late.Keeping it inside is driving me insane, i just had to release it.
No, they don't understand now, but they would... soon enough.
right now, for me, life is but a fascimile of a sham.
the inside isn't right with the outside and the outside isn't reflecting my inside.
oh well, whatever.
There's so many shows I want to catch!
like;
accuracy of death
drillbit taylor
sex and the city: the movie
the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian
get smart
you don't mess with the zohan
10 promises to my dog
and like duh of course, harry potter and the half-blood prince!
I NEED MONEY!
seriously starting to save up for my taipei trip, even thinking of opening a savings account with dbs to help me save the amount of money I need from now to august I still have 3 months which isn't very far away!plus the 300 dollars mama gave me, would be roughly enough for my air tickets.I may just work everyday if I have to.
feel like I've grown up quite a bit this year.
this trip will be my first trip alone, im really excited.
yet scared at the same time.
im sure I will have fun though!
anyone interested in going on this trip along with me, please tag(:
what we could have been, 1:49 AM.
Dear Jayne,
this is a post entirely dedicated to jayne tham hew kuan.
I don't envy your life in secret I always tell you how much I would like to be you, which makes you think im crazy.we haven't met for 64783936 years which is absolutely insane because every time I bump into you which makes me smile a lot and we hug each other like it's old times.We should meet up soon and spy on cute guys at orchard road like we use to.
LOVE YOU ALL THE SAME thambi!omg do you remember sammy's curry?haha.
this is a post entirely dedicated to jayne tham hew kuan.
I don't envy your life in secret I always tell you how much I would like to be you, which makes you think im crazy.we haven't met for 64783936 years which is absolutely insane because every time I bump into you which makes me smile a lot and we hug each other like it's old times.We should meet up soon and spy on cute guys at orchard road like we use to.
LOVE YOU ALL THE SAME thambi!omg do you remember sammy's curry?haha.
what we could have been, 1:04 AM.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
milestone!
i just made my friend think im a emotional wreck with the things i say to him.
i hope i made him worried sick, but he probably is not.it seems more like he couldn't care less.
i just wanted to say the things i want them to know before any of our friendship is gone and chances that we would eventually stop talking altogether, just exactly the direction where it's going right now.
no im not dying, i just feel that the people who i thought got my back suddenly make me feel like oh so vulnerable;
if i was to fall i would fall hard and crack my head, break my spine, bleeding uncontrollably.they would squat and watch how i would bleed to death and then mumble under their breathe:" what a pity."
the people i love seem to be drawing away from me, i feel distant and forgotten by people i thought i knew and understand.no one could argue that i did not make that extra effort.but enough is enough.
many times im annoyed at myself for repeating the same things&telling people around me the same things and when i do:
every time i make the same mental note,:
"不是说好了不再讲了."
i just can't help it.once again,im at it.
i feel like an oyster.raw&inhibited with things you never see on the outside and never want to see on the inside.
i confess,im insecure,im lacking.
so let me apologise for what im about to say;
tan jian ming:wonder boy; extraordinaire; you made me cried&you made me laugh so hard that I cried.you're so precious,you cannot be replaced.I miss the late night phone calls and the random messages we use to send to each other.look where we are at now my friend, we've grown from being juvenile 13 year olds to almost reaching adulthood.we had this bittersweet friendship going on for 6 long years.you're hard to forget.keep my words close to your heart, because every single word came from mine.yes, im irritating right?
tan jie xin: i was 16 and you were 17.we hit it off almost immediately.we formed a friendship that is so close knitted it's scary.but i enjoy the creepiness of it, because it's diabetic.you made me a promise and i hold on to it.we're going to complete every single thing we made on our to do list.i wait for the day when we cut the ribbons at the opening ceremony of our first shop.
tan weihong: 4 years ago, I would have honestly have no idea that we would even be this close.I've given you the most names, weihong is a strange and alien name to me.I've done the silliest things i could ever imagine, in my wildest dreams with you, for you.we lived in our own world of make believe, decipher dreams, talked about our fragile selves dying, saying things only the both of us could understand, whatever we did, we did it in the name of fun, which was really fun.there's many things I wouldmight like to say to you.but somehow we're different now, no?your secret is safe with me.you made me smile a lot, so thank you dee.
ong su chiang: mister no dance=no life (: I haven't seen you in the longest time!glad you made it to nra.hope you'll make it big, and I'll be able to watch you on stage someday.all the best fishmonger.
tan tiong kiat: thank you,for your big heart for fostering those kittens.and thank you for the occasional: "how are you?" on msn to show that im not forgotten.
cavan: you are like a toy boy.i miss molesting you in class.
goh kar hui: come back please, ah huay.you are dearly missed.
i hope its big enough for them to see.
even if they have bird shit in their eye, its going to be quite clear.
what we could have been, 1:45 AM.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
so cute my new skin!(:
there's even smudges to make it look like a real diary!hoho
worked half the day away today, then met family for dinner &mama was busy taking my photo while i was working which was super embarrassing.hoho today went by real quickly.
after work my legs were jelloid, and my spine is breaking.i was in bed by 10pm but couldn't resist switching on my lappy i don't know why, so here i am still updating at 1251 bright and early on vesak day.habits are easy to form but hard to break i guess.i ought to sleep though, i could feel a headache coming on...
the crowds are ikea today were crazy, the number of hotdogs that they bought were as if ikea were giving them out for free.madness i tell you.
going to work tomorrow again.zzz):
money money, for the sake of spending money like water, i work.planning for that job switch soon!nas the OL is going to be sexy as hell.HAHA XD
while i switched on the radio, a petal from my sunflower fell):
for that moment i was really sad;cos it felt like it hurt the poor flower, i was feeling such intense emotion to the point where i genuinely think im mentally deranged, oh well at least it served its purpose and make him happy for awhile(:
guess tomorrow's going to be the day i behead him and dry the flower up to be sunflower crisp.
WORK STARTS AT 5PM TOMORROW!
there's even smudges to make it look like a real diary!hoho
worked half the day away today, then met family for dinner &mama was busy taking my photo while i was working which was super embarrassing.hoho today went by real quickly.
after work my legs were jelloid, and my spine is breaking.i was in bed by 10pm but couldn't resist switching on my lappy i don't know why, so here i am still updating at 1251 bright and early on vesak day.habits are easy to form but hard to break i guess.i ought to sleep though, i could feel a headache coming on...
the crowds are ikea today were crazy, the number of hotdogs that they bought were as if ikea were giving them out for free.madness i tell you.
going to work tomorrow again.zzz):
money money, for the sake of spending money like water, i work.planning for that job switch soon!nas the OL is going to be sexy as hell.HAHA XD
while i switched on the radio, a petal from my sunflower fell):
for that moment i was really sad;cos it felt like it hurt the poor flower, i was feeling such intense emotion to the point where i genuinely think im mentally deranged, oh well at least it served its purpose and make him happy for awhile(:
guess tomorrow's going to be the day i behead him and dry the flower up to be sunflower crisp.
WORK STARTS AT 5PM TOMORROW!
what we could have been, 1:01 AM.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
my bear player is very cute, i wonder if he got cramps for bobbing his head this much.
mood's a lot better today; girlfriends are still the best friends anyone can have.
sort out my thoughts today, being happy is still the most important, and seeing my friends smile makes me happy, whether we would be as close as we were before in the near future i really don't know... but right now, i just want them to know,
whatever will be, will be &from the bottom of my heart i hope they would find happiness and joy.
the simplest pleasures of life makes me happy;
like a baby girl, a daisy, a wad of cash, a hug, fresh sheets with a hint of sunshine, listening to my flashfetish's play list.HURHUR.
being alone is just something you have to get use to; once you're in the momentum it's not that difficult(:
been thinking about my dream home; after watching the 9pm drama series on channel 8 on one episode.
my dream home kinda already looks alot like my room.haha.just that i've been too lazy to decorate my red wall; been wanting to paint the life size shadow of a ballerina but haven't gotten round it yet.soon soon.then i'll post it up.
anyways, my dream home doesn't have to be very big.but it must have a balcony.
in that balcony i would put up a white swing and i would place a round coffee table,
on my swing i would have throw overs and cushions where the cushion covers are sewn by me,
and on that coffee table would be a glass vase with pink, yellow, red or white daisies depending on my mood that day.i would have my novels and a warm cup of tea.my dogs would be snuggling next to my feet, quiet as a mouse.
my bedroom would have a day bed, and every morning i would wake up with sunshine shining on my face, and with warm winds.
after i get off my bed i would go to my kitchen and see the one i love cooking me scramble eggs and bacon and i would give him a hug and a peck on his check with my smelly breathe.what a pretty sight(:
mood's a lot better today; girlfriends are still the best friends anyone can have.
sort out my thoughts today, being happy is still the most important, and seeing my friends smile makes me happy, whether we would be as close as we were before in the near future i really don't know... but right now, i just want them to know,
whatever will be, will be &from the bottom of my heart i hope they would find happiness and joy.
the simplest pleasures of life makes me happy;
like a baby girl, a daisy, a wad of cash, a hug, fresh sheets with a hint of sunshine, listening to my flashfetish's play list.HURHUR.
being alone is just something you have to get use to; once you're in the momentum it's not that difficult(:
been thinking about my dream home; after watching the 9pm drama series on channel 8 on one episode.
my dream home kinda already looks alot like my room.haha.just that i've been too lazy to decorate my red wall; been wanting to paint the life size shadow of a ballerina but haven't gotten round it yet.soon soon.then i'll post it up.
anyways, my dream home doesn't have to be very big.but it must have a balcony.
in that balcony i would put up a white swing and i would place a round coffee table,
on my swing i would have throw overs and cushions where the cushion covers are sewn by me,
and on that coffee table would be a glass vase with pink, yellow, red or white daisies depending on my mood that day.i would have my novels and a warm cup of tea.my dogs would be snuggling next to my feet, quiet as a mouse.
my bedroom would have a day bed, and every morning i would wake up with sunshine shining on my face, and with warm winds.
after i get off my bed i would go to my kitchen and see the one i love cooking me scramble eggs and bacon and i would give him a hug and a peck on his check with my smelly breathe.what a pretty sight(:
what we could have been, 3:00 PM.
the tagboard is not fitting my new skin): boo!
love it a lot, the header's edited; obviously
so no where for shout outs, anyway.doesn't matter much.
nobody ever does anyway.
anyhoo.i ate a lot today;
i ate bread from lavender, malaysia's bakery which is like super good, then i ate chu chang fen,then durian,then redeemed my free cheesecake from mr.tan weihong.he owe me, and i owe him 19 more.which is like damn it! then came home for dinner.i love my grandma's food.
they said im quiet today, all i can say is; actions speaks louder than words.
feel that we're all drifting apart, well maybe them from me...
i start to realise nothing lasts forever.
rainbows get covered by the clouds and shit happens.
friends start to lose contact with you, husband decides to run away with a uglier woman, you stop being believing in dreams, love&hope are mere words that you see on decor during christmas.go ahead, you can be like me, and die trying to get every fucking thing you ever wanted, but will never have.throw a tantrum it might work.well,don't say i didn't warn you.
no matter how much i hate it, im suppose to grow up and move on.
it's a hard and fast fact i suppose.
now my plans are completed within 3 words; work to death.
what we could have been, 2:08 AM.
Monday, May 12, 2008
"your heart by now is filled with a feeling you can't explain..' - Joanna wang/ stages of flying(:
what we could have been, 12:33 AM.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
SIGH.
2 more papers!1 graduation project.
im so done with school, well at least for this year.
im happy selling hot dogs at ikea, its peanuts pay but it's better than nothing.
but my working hours doesn't please mama very much.
it's the "peak" hour at home at everyone is cleaning up&getting ready for bed.
since, im just left with my graduation project i can probably get a better paid office job.and weekends off!(:hurhur.
have to get my cover letter&resume ready, then mass sending.hahaha.
just have to finish up my 3 months commitment, which means selling hot dogs til july.
went to the maid agency at bukit timah shopping centre earlier today, yay!finally chose a maid.no qualms about her, did a phone interview with her.she seemed enthusiastic, and happy, haha.
hope she would enjoy doing her job at my place, just want everyone around me to always be happy.
but, she called me agnes.haha.bitch
i miss my friends a lot!haven't been seeing them that regularly recently):
they better miss me too.
hope we'll never drift apart.
loves.
2 more papers!1 graduation project.
im so done with school, well at least for this year.
im happy selling hot dogs at ikea, its peanuts pay but it's better than nothing.
but my working hours doesn't please mama very much.
it's the "peak" hour at home at everyone is cleaning up&getting ready for bed.
since, im just left with my graduation project i can probably get a better paid office job.and weekends off!(:hurhur.
have to get my cover letter&resume ready, then mass sending.hahaha.
just have to finish up my 3 months commitment, which means selling hot dogs til july.
went to the maid agency at bukit timah shopping centre earlier today, yay!finally chose a maid.no qualms about her, did a phone interview with her.she seemed enthusiastic, and happy, haha.
hope she would enjoy doing her job at my place, just want everyone around me to always be happy.
but, she called me agnes.haha.bitch
i miss my friends a lot!haven't been seeing them that regularly recently):
they better miss me too.
hope we'll never drift apart.
loves.
what we could have been, 1:00 PM.
the best mistake I've ever made- Joanna wang
One step too far
All at once I'm falling
Just like a star
I'm burning for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake
Cause suddenly I'm walking'
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving' me insane
And now my feet are standing
Where they've never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate
If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
I'm in your room
Now there's no denying'
What's in your eyes
When I look at you
Two shadows talking' but they don't make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now
And the air has turned electric
Now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands
And suddenly I'm shaking'
As your fingers touch my skin
I don't need to understand
But If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or rightI won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don't belong
I know I'll carry on
So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I'm so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break
When I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tightWrong or right
I'll always say
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made
One step too far
All at once I'm falling
Just like a star
I'm burning for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake
Cause suddenly I'm walking'
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving' me insane
And now my feet are standing
Where they've never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate
If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right
I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
I'm in your room
Now there's no denying'
What's in your eyes
When I look at you
Two shadows talking' but they don't make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now
And the air has turned electric
Now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands
And suddenly I'm shaking'
As your fingers touch my skin
I don't need to understand
But If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or rightI won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don't belong
I know I'll carry on
So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I'm so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break
When I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tightWrong or right
I'll always say
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made
what we could have been, 8:36 AM.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
watched iron man today.
i think the way iron man takes off is kinda sissy; and he wears 2 inch red heels.
i laughed a lot today.my cheeks are sore.
because... LAH!):
i did it without any expectation nor hope; i did it without intention.
i did it cos its novelty, and it would make you think about me for a bit.i hate to admit this, but i will.
&because you might think its fun/funny.because the fun v is the only v you want to hop on to.
im glad i made you smile today.
i wish you would didn't ask what you already know, beacause you know i won't say it out loud anyway.
but hey,
you said it; its a good thing, that it didn't mean anything else.
there, im done.
i've done more than enough.
anastacia zakaria zhu hui is done being silly, stubborn, immature.
chapter closed.
i've thought about many things today.
happy posts please!
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世界末日 - 周杰倫
(chorus)
天灰灰 会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
i think the way iron man takes off is kinda sissy; and he wears 2 inch red heels.
i laughed a lot today.my cheeks are sore.
because... LAH!):
i did it without any expectation nor hope; i did it without intention.
i did it cos its novelty, and it would make you think about me for a bit.i hate to admit this, but i will.
&because you might think its fun/funny.because the fun v is the only v you want to hop on to.
im glad i made you smile today.
i wish you would didn't ask what you already know, beacause you know i won't say it out loud anyway.
but hey,
you said it; its a good thing, that it didn't mean anything else.
there, im done.
i've done more than enough.
anastacia zakaria zhu hui is done being silly, stubborn, immature.
chapter closed.
i've thought about many things today.
happy posts please!
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世界末日 - 周杰倫
(chorus)
天灰灰 会不会
让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁 也许事与愿违
累不累 睡不睡 单影无人相依偎
夜越黑 梦违背 难追难回味
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
what we could have been, 1:26 AM.
Friday, May 9, 2008
i saw li teng when i was walking out of school and he walked into my school!
WAAAAAHHHH.so cute!celeb in my school!((:
WAAAAAHHHH.so cute!celeb in my school!((:
what we could have been, 3:28 PM.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
my dear.
there are so many things i would like to say to you, so many things i would like to ask you, i know i would be hearing the answers that i already know before i even stumble the words out of my mouth,but just in case... you know.
; as much as i like to be able to say goodbye to my own little world of make believe.there's a part of me that still tries, neither do i know why, its probably because i just wanted to be sure.
the whole of today ached a little.i frowned a little.
the garden is pretty, you would see.
whilst drawing each petal and each stalk, i tried hard to stop giggling stupidly and awkwardly.
because i had no rhyme nor reason to be laughing so hard or to be so happy for.
imagination drives you insane.
at least it keeps you alive.
this last shot;my last shot really don't seem like it might work wonders.
i'm not sure what i would get, but i know it would make you smile.
i might linger for a few in your sea of thoughts, but things have taken a turn, hasn't it?(:
i scared you off a bit, did i?
i warned you; in a way.
you only said:"what if you succeed?"
no more nas.
after this,no more.
you're done being ):
there are so many things i would like to say to you, so many things i would like to ask you, i know i would be hearing the answers that i already know before i even stumble the words out of my mouth,but just in case... you know.
; as much as i like to be able to say goodbye to my own little world of make believe.there's a part of me that still tries, neither do i know why, its probably because i just wanted to be sure.
the whole of today ached a little.i frowned a little.
the garden is pretty, you would see.
whilst drawing each petal and each stalk, i tried hard to stop giggling stupidly and awkwardly.
because i had no rhyme nor reason to be laughing so hard or to be so happy for.
imagination drives you insane.
at least it keeps you alive.
this last shot;my last shot really don't seem like it might work wonders.
i'm not sure what i would get, but i know it would make you smile.
i might linger for a few in your sea of thoughts, but things have taken a turn, hasn't it?(:
i scared you off a bit, did i?
i warned you; in a way.
you only said:"what if you succeed?"
no more nas.
after this,no more.
you're done being ):
what we could have been, 1:18 AM.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
fell really sick on sunday, didn't make it to work on monday, where i was supposedly taking over bridgette who took over me on sunday.anyhoo,TGFEric (who ot-ed cause i could'nt make it.)
hoho! XD
went to the doctor on monday, and he said i had gastric flu.i didn't know my stomach was so weak.i think its just some bad bacteria.
well, alot alot better now.hardly ever fall so sick really.im alright now just got to complete my probiotics and antibiotics, to get my spanking good immune system back and running(: im good im good.
my medicine.and what daisy&xiaohong would do if to the medicine if they ever end up in imh.
no you don't understand.
HAHA.
what we could have been, 1:48 AM.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
(:
damn tired.. skin getting from bad to worse going to buang soon LAH.going to just sleep with the hydrating mask.heee
worked from 5 to 1130 today.longest time i ever worked in ikea, from the 1st of may to the 4th of may is promotion period so when sales target is met, got incentives for part timers.YAY i hope im entitled but not very sure whether i am cos i can only work twice a week cos of the coming exams.which suck.
HAHA.
luckily jnb is not that difficult.
at work today, bert baobei and weihong honey came to buy hotdogs THEN ice cream.haha(:
love em alot!when i see em i will just smile(:
honey gave me a lollipop.hee(: which i have no idea how to pose with.haha
a LAOJI shot of the lolly and me with my webcam haha.
friday went by really quickly, woke up at 10 then about 11 plus stef baobei and lynn mama came to my place to study a bit.then i had to go off to work already.
ps:
lynn mama, you gotta be strong especially for now!i'll be here when you need me, i love you!
damn tired.. skin getting from bad to worse going to buang soon LAH.going to just sleep with the hydrating mask.heee
worked from 5 to 1130 today.longest time i ever worked in ikea, from the 1st of may to the 4th of may is promotion period so when sales target is met, got incentives for part timers.YAY i hope im entitled but not very sure whether i am cos i can only work twice a week cos of the coming exams.which suck.
HAHA.
luckily jnb is not that difficult.
at work today, bert baobei and weihong honey came to buy hotdogs THEN ice cream.haha(:
love em alot!when i see em i will just smile(:
honey gave me a lollipop.hee(: which i have no idea how to pose with.haha
a LAOJI shot of the lolly and me with my webcam haha.
friday went by really quickly, woke up at 10 then about 11 plus stef baobei and lynn mama came to my place to study a bit.then i had to go off to work already.
ps:
lynn mama, you gotta be strong especially for now!i'll be here when you need me, i love you!
what we could have been, 2:14 AM.
Friday, May 2, 2008
shrugs, been feeling really moody these few days.
i think i lack a lot of sleep
&everything/everyone around me seem to embark on a route, different from mine.
suddenly strange and awkward.
im alone, again.
don't tell me im not alone,cos i fucking am.
suddenly feel like i cannot not go out without a tint of make up on my face, which really sucks.
its no longer what if i, its becoming i might.
i think i lack a lot of sleep
&everything/everyone around me seem to embark on a route, different from mine.
suddenly strange and awkward.
im alone, again.
don't tell me im not alone,cos i fucking am.
suddenly feel like i cannot not go out without a tint of make up on my face, which really sucks.
its no longer what if i, its becoming i might.
what we could have been, 2:00 AM.
