Tuesday, March 25, 2008
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went to k with jie xin today, thought i would feel better.
instead i felt worse.
i sang sibeh emotional songs, and that's probably the reason why.
though it was good being able to tell her everything, every single thing with holding back cos i know she won't judge me.
feeling really lousy.
lousy lousy lousy.
small stuffs like that amounts and snowball along with the thoughts you cannot control, and it will create the most dramatic ripples.
i thinkbff was right all along, i should open my eyes BIG BIG and see who is the person really is before i go on to love.
never listen.sigh
all the effort, the feelings, the anticipating of getting something of it.
now is getting of nothing from nothing, the something was what i imagined it to be.
its all me.
nothing to give up actually.i just have to stop doing what im doing.
peng you bi qing ren hai si xin ta di.right?
the only highlight today isbff talk to me less fierce.very happy.
but he still never give chance
i can only keep hoping.
went to k with jie xin today, thought i would feel better.
instead i felt worse.
i sang sibeh emotional songs, and that's probably the reason why.
though it was good being able to tell her everything, every single thing with holding back cos i know she won't judge me.
feeling really lousy.
lousy lousy lousy.
small stuffs like that amounts and snowball along with the thoughts you cannot control, and it will create the most dramatic ripples.
i think
never listen.sigh
all the effort, the feelings, the anticipating of getting something of it.
now is getting of nothing from nothing, the something was what i imagined it to be.
its all me.
nothing to give up actually.i just have to stop doing what im doing.
peng you bi qing ren hai si xin ta di.right?
the only highlight today is
but he still never give chance
i can only keep hoping.
what we could have been, 1:22 AM.
