Wednesday, March 19, 2008
pon half of class again!(:
i really don't enjoy listening to sivam's lecture.but very therapeutic makes you relax until you fall asleep.hahaha
anyway school assignment due dates are all very close together.so quite a lot of things i have to get started with!SIAN.im starting on sivam's one soon.like right after this, then there's still the tv script to do and many other things, just very very packed.
but anyway, there's only 2 individual projects.both which is friggin boring.like what! watch news and read newspaper for one week than write how you can improve them.NEWS okay.not entertainment news..not yu le bai fen bai!haha(:
i miss discussing about bai fen bai with xin and bert in school.haha we use to rush home to watch almost every single day.damn fun.both of you are dearly missed by me!):
really really miss secondary school life.so care free,so happy pay school fees to go school and play.i really don't know how many million times i must emphasize about how much i miss jtss.haha but more than that i miss the people!and im glad most of them are still in my life, cos without any one of them it would be totally different!
think this is going to be a super long post.haha
yesterday was a happy day, but at the same time a fucked up day.
its fucked up as in knn cb fucked up type.can't understand why i care so much either, or probably im just damn sensitive.too much inhibted fears of doing too much and doing too little saying too much or not even saying anything at all,probably?i guess): you've gotten the upper hand, now you can gladly walk all over me.i don't mind.do anything.i won't rebuke you or stop you.cos i can't.i don't know why too.its all my fault its all my fault.is it?):
luckily the feeling went away quickly cos of all the love and support and encouragement from all 3 of them.thank you y'all!you're loved loved loved!they're like positive until they need to admit themselves inside imh.
you also.little things you say make me smile even though they may mean nothing to you, but they mean alot to me.
listening to jay chou sing tian tian de helps also.always makes me feel happy which leaves me smiling alot(: i think im in the club.hahaha!
counting down to the days to saturday!(: its going to be a blast.
the only time to unwind and just play.its been awhile!
my dear meng tsun!
baobei it would have even more fun with you!
but i can tell how much he means to you, and how much you care for him.
to the extent of even flying back to talk things out with him.
i understand your pain.i know how xin ku it is for you.
wo dong,wo duo dong.
don't give up without a fight!don't lose him.you must jia you jia you jia you!
he better be worth the $1000/-! haha
going to order the food tomorrow!omg!this is so exciting.
we're going to play catching in west coast park.HAHAHA(:
im still happy.
i must not be affected!
i must stay strong,
and smile smile smile
yi ding yao jia you wor.(OMG JU!HAHAHAHA)
i think this is what they call; bliss(:
bliss /blɪs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[blis] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1.
supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment: wedded bliss.
2.
Theology. the joy of heaven.
3.
heaven; paradise: the road to eternal bliss.
4.
Archaic. a cause of great joy or happiness. —Idiom
5.
Slang. bliss out,
a.
to experience bliss or euphoria: Just give them some bean sprouts and a little tofu and they bliss out.
b.
to cause to become blissful or euphoric: a recording guaranteed to bliss out every Mozart fan.
i really don't enjoy listening to sivam's lecture.but very therapeutic makes you relax until you fall asleep.hahaha
anyway school assignment due dates are all very close together.so quite a lot of things i have to get started with!SIAN.im starting on sivam's one soon.like right after this, then there's still the tv script to do and many other things, just very very packed.
but anyway, there's only 2 individual projects.both which is friggin boring.like what! watch news and read newspaper for one week than write how you can improve them.NEWS okay.not entertainment news..not yu le bai fen bai!haha(:
i miss discussing about bai fen bai with xin and bert in school.haha we use to rush home to watch almost every single day.damn fun.both of you are dearly missed by me!):
really really miss secondary school life.so care free,so happy pay school fees to go school and play.i really don't know how many million times i must emphasize about how much i miss jtss.haha but more than that i miss the people!and im glad most of them are still in my life, cos without any one of them it would be totally different!
think this is going to be a super long post.haha
yesterday was a happy day, but at the same time a fucked up day.
its fucked up as in knn cb fucked up type.can't understand why i care so much either, or probably im just damn sensitive.too much inhibted fears of doing too much and doing too little saying too much or not even saying anything at all,probably?i guess): you've gotten the upper hand, now you can gladly walk all over me.i don't mind.do anything.i won't rebuke you or stop you.cos i can't.i don't know why too.its all my fault its all my fault.is it?):
luckily the feeling went away quickly cos of all the love and support and encouragement from all 3 of them.thank you y'all!you're loved loved loved!they're like positive until they need to admit themselves inside imh.
you also.little things you say make me smile even though they may mean nothing to you, but they mean alot to me.
listening to jay chou sing tian tian de helps also.always makes me feel happy which leaves me smiling alot(: i think im in the club.hahaha!
counting down to the days to saturday!(: its going to be a blast.
the only time to unwind and just play.its been awhile!
my dear meng tsun!
baobei it would have even more fun with you!
but i can tell how much he means to you, and how much you care for him.
to the extent of even flying back to talk things out with him.
i understand your pain.i know how xin ku it is for you.
wo dong,wo duo dong.
don't give up without a fight!don't lose him.you must jia you jia you jia you!
he better be worth the $1000/-! haha
going to order the food tomorrow!omg!this is so exciting.
we're going to play catching in west coast park.HAHAHA(:
im still happy.
i must not be affected!
i must stay strong,
and smile smile smile
yi ding yao jia you wor.(OMG JU!HAHAHAHA)
i think this is what they call; bliss(:
bliss /blɪs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[blis] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1.
supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment: wedded bliss.
2.
Theology. the joy of heaven.
3.
heaven; paradise: the road to eternal bliss.
4.
Archaic. a cause of great joy or happiness. —Idiom
5.
Slang. bliss out,
a.
to experience bliss or euphoria: Just give them some bean sprouts and a little tofu and they bliss out.
b.
to cause to become blissful or euphoric: a recording guaranteed to bliss out every Mozart fan.
what we could have been, 12:13 PM.
