Sunday, March 16, 2008
how long is this cold war between us going to last?i'm really sick of it, and i think i've done enough to show you how much our friendship means to me and how much i want things to go back the way the were before.
the feeling just really sucks.
and i thought you understand me the best?
the more i try to explain to you, the more the misunderstanding deepens, the more i try to stop figuring out what happened, the more guilty i make myself feel probably for things i did&did not do, the more i try to stop thinking about it, the more i do, the more i try to move on the more i find myself spinning in circles.
i can say you're childish, you're petty, you're annoying, you're ugly, you're not funny, you're revengful.
you know i don't mean it.
cos you're still my best friend.
i don't think its ever going to be any better, in a loooooooooooooooooong time.
i don't want us to become acquaintances.
take your time friend, im ready when you are.
the feeling just really sucks.
and i thought you understand me the best?
the more i try to explain to you, the more the misunderstanding deepens, the more i try to stop figuring out what happened, the more guilty i make myself feel probably for things i did&did not do, the more i try to stop thinking about it, the more i do, the more i try to move on the more i find myself spinning in circles.
i can say you're childish, you're petty, you're annoying, you're ugly, you're not funny, you're revengful.
you know i don't mean it.
cos you're still my best friend.
i don't think its ever going to be any better, in a loooooooooooooooooong time.
i don't want us to become acquaintances.
take your time friend, im ready when you are.
what we could have been, 5:24 PM.
